work versus relaxation
as i said, my only source of income is from the work that i do with the numbers 0 and 1... and what hard work it is too. a few months ago, i arranged with the company to work from home, which was about 200miles away, so i could spend more time with my family and friends. in many respects i am very lucky, but it is incredibly difficult to relax because there is no definite, clear line between working and relaxing - i spend all day in front of a glowing computing machine, and then do the same in the evening!
so, i'm inventing ways to break my day up. at first i just had a shower after i'd logged off at work. then i moved to jogging 1 mile a day. now i run around 5 miles a day, and that just takes it out of me completely. apart from work and running, i have done very little this past week - which i am particularly ashamed about! i should get out more.
part of the deal at work is that i have to spend usually 1 day a week in the office (200miles away from my house). after a few stays at expensive hotel rooms, i was lucky enough to be offered a room in my friends house for the nights when i am up. i like going there, because she has lots of pet fish and a nice cat who i get on with quite well, even though i never really used to like cats much before in my life. its a nice feeling to have a cat, or any other animal for that matter, jump up and sit with you - trusting you enough that it knows it will be treated well. for some reason, it likes to sleep in the bed that i sleep in there, and it snuggles right into my belly before nodding off for some shut eye.
i think i am relaxed now.
